#angst yaoi

[sgtdakota]

hi im new here /lie :)) a little yaoi of los prisioneros won't hurt anyone... a little tags to be safe.. lol. :) no no si me conocen no soy yo

[sethmacfarlanedeathpose]

Not so much toxic yaoi as angst yaoi: au where rogue is a cis man and gambit is slowly having to convince him to come out of his shell and confront his internalized homophobia left over from his shit father. Note: rogue♂️ is very pro gay however he has a lot of panic around allowing himself to be gay

OKAY NOW I HAVE TO DESIGN A MALE ROGUE CAUSE I WANT TO DRAW HIM KISSING GAMBIT AAAAHHH but like I love the idea of Gambit helping Rogue feel more comfortable with his sexuality but there's just so much trauma from his abusive father and anytime Gambit even flirts with him he remembers all the horrible shit said to him and he panics and just runs away.

[soimse]

“He wants me so bad he just doesn’t know it yet” -Bill Cipher probably

[dykeofmisfortune]

hilson season 1: haha i too am in this episode. why is wilson always following house around.

hilson season 8: i need you because i don't know what i'm gonna do without you. i don't wanna die at the hospital i want to die here in your arms. if you die i'm alone. I need you to tell me that you love me. i'm not going to tell you that unless you fight. you're destroying your entire life. you can never go back from this

[tk-m0ss]

"and you never knew-"

"-how much i really liked you."

"cus i never even told you"

"oh, but i meant to." -back to the old house, the smiths

chat is this angst

[one-real-imonkey]

I cannot emphasise enough that I love Billford for the message it delivers.

The ship itself is toxic yes, Bill was manipulative and awful and ultimately using Ford. For fictional angst, that’s great. But it’s more than that.

Because Ford gets out.

Ford gathers his courage and cuts Bill out as best he can. He reaches out and it’s not easy but he gets free of Bill. He gets his family back, he gets his life back, he gets to move forward. There are bumps in the road ad setbacks but ultimately he wins. He gets to have an after.

And it shows just how scary that can be. The paranoia and the setbacks and the trust issues. The way people in those situations lash out and close themselves off and the way it takes time to recover and move forwards.

It’s a powerful message, and an important one, and that’s why I love the ship.

[cass-a-rollie]

Vann has an old mean cat she takes care of. One of the last pieces of Calista she has left, this cat doesn’t normally warm up to strangers let alone people she just met..

+ some extras

‘From me to you, 20 years ago’

[sunjuice1]

deku if he never got ofa ahhh

[gelatinepride]

Itty bitty amnesiac!bill comic even tho I've never done something like this before I started this to get the idea out of my head and finished it just to prove to myself I could

if you notice anything, no you don't

[pemprika]

angel's requiem 👼🩸 sad kawoshin pin for all the angst enjoyers

[pokeypoqi]

this is the end of episode 7 in my stupid and idiot mind

[hereissomething]

ah yes, the toxic hate triangle

[the-bloody-sadist]

Sinner comfort sketches, as a treat 🖤

[wiggly-round-worm]

I think being possessed by Bill has permanent side effects, actually.

[icecreambeach]

anyone else get occasionally assaulted by thoughts of holmes and/or watson dying in sussex? like, maybe one day, when they are both very old, holmes wakes up to watson in his arms and he knows right away. he genuinely believed he would be the first to go. he steps downstairs and lights up a pipe. he stands there for a long time. he writes a few letters and sends them out. he walks around the house, observing everything. then he goes outside to sit near the bees. he listens to their soft humming and passes away in the sunshine.

or, one day, when they are both very old, watson comes back from the village to see holmes asleep in his chair. he knows right away. he genuinely believed he would be the first to go. he sobs and sobs and sobs. he writes letters by candlelight. then he writes more. he writes until he has nothing left to say. then he goes out and sits by the bees, who are all silent. he passes away under the moon.

[blue-unifox]

A little something I made just now :3c